Just a personal update from posts like here.
I want my blog to be my favorite “hobby” again, and to be honest, I’m not there yet. I’m proud of myself if I get at least one post up a day.
My days are still very difficult. I do at times see the light at the end of the tunnel. All of the professionals involved in helping me keep telling me to be patient…HA. Yeah…be in my shoes and try to be patient about getting better.
But fact is I’m not in control. I have to let this anxiety/depression ride itself out, pray that God has mercy on me, and keep moving forward, no matter how painful it is.
I will be myself again someday, I keep telling myself that and deep down I know it is true. Until then…the blog continues to barely hang in there. To my faithful readers, thanks for being faithful and sticking it out with me during this time. I can still all the prayers I can get. Thank you all for the encouragement!