If you are one of my regular readers, or by chance saw this post here, you may be wondering how I’m doing.
Anyone who has experienced post partum depression/anxiety (or relapse which is what mine is), or any general depression/anxiety in general will understand. For the rest of you, I hope you never do truly understand, because I would never want anyone to go through this.
I think the lowest of my valley is past and I’m slowly climbing back up hill. Others tell me I’m getting better with little improvements. So I know I am, but I still feel SO terrible all of the time, that its hard to celebrate those victories.
My heart breaks because my blog is one of my favorite things to work on, and when depression/anxiety hits, your favorite things become meaningless.
Recovery is happening…but it is SLOW. My husband keeps telling me that my recovery will be like an expotential graph…slow to climb in the beginning, but will quickly shoot up. I’m waiting for the shot upward still!
Until then….I continue to manage sitting in front of my laptop when I can. Those of you who have prayed or will pray, thank you so much. Those of you who have been there and have survived this sort of thing, I’ll gladly take encouragment that I will and am getting better.
Until then…bear with the lack of normal amount of posts. I’m hanging in there….and can’t wait to be my normal self again!!!